It has been a while for me to put anything in this journal.  I took a leap of faith and married a man that said he loved me but now wants me to go get surgery to look like Kim Kardashian.  For two years I have heard that I am a lazy bitch because I don't clean the litter box every time one of our two cats go into it but I am using that to make myself stronger.  I love him but I am at that point of thinking "Is this what I want for the rest of my life?" The answer is a resounding NO! so How do you leave some one you love and want to be with to be go and find the one who treats you the way you deserve to be treated?  I pray that God guides me and that I lisen to him better then I did two years ago.

If I don't start this now I never will.  My name is Heahter, I milk goats. Yes I have problems.  (lol) I don't know what all the cyber code is so forgive me if i ask alot of questions.  I'm going to but up a list of posible story ideas as soon as I find that list.
 

What makes you diffrent makes you Beautiful --Backstreet boys
My God is an awsum God -- ?
International Harvester -- ?